Grief is a major topic as Morgan struggles to fill the role
of her deceased mother. Morgan feels it’s her responsibility to keep the family
safe and happy and she is very concerned about adding stress to her father’s
life. Her mother always created ABC plans to keep homelife organized and Morgan
tries to maintain that level of structure. Hiding her true feelings inside puts
her under tremendous pressure but she can’t let anyone, especially her father,
think she’s having problems.
The author shares past events and the present by using the
mother’s death as an anchor point. Some chapters are labeled “Before” while
others are labeled “After” to differentiate their focuses. The author uses an
interesting technique to connect them by starting many chapters with phrases or
words that are repeated from the last sentences of the preceding chapters. The
flashbacks show how Morgan’s mother holds the family and friends together so
her loss is especially devastating. Clues are dropped that indicate all is not
well with her and there are other vague references to events preceding her
death. Something happens between Morgan and her mother but readers must
speculate about the details until much later in the book.
The story takes place as Morgan is preparing to start middle
school and seventh grade. Her mother’s death complicates the transition but
relationships with Morgan’s two closest friends are changing too. Morgan isn’t
happy with how a new girl is influencing her BFF, Keilani, as their
interactions become more strained. Also, Hrishi might be liking Morgan as more
than just a friend and she isn’t sure how she feels about that. Her mother’s
not there to counsel her on natural “girl” things, like buying a proper bra,
and her dad seems too overwhelmed to notice. Many middle-grade female readers
should be able to find connections with Morgan’s character.
What didn’t work as well:
The author has written a tale full of feelings as Morgan struggles
to make sense of the changes in her life. There are pleasant memories from the
past until she remembers her mom is dead. This results in a melancholy tone throughout
much of the book until Morgan realizes Plan B doesn’t need to last forever.
The final verdict:
The author tenderly deals with Morgan’s emotional trauma as
readers accompany her on the trials of moving forward in life. Lemon drops and
the battle with anxiety are drawn from the author’s life experiences and her
range of feelings are clearly incorporated into the story. She compassionately addresses
sensitive topics and I recommend you give this book a shot.